1.5 days left for the seniors

7.5 days left for us...

7.5 days before me and Lisa go get our belly button pierced.

7 days before its official...

But...I'm having second thoughts. I don't kno what to do anymore. I'm so scared and I'm so frustrated. My parents aren't making it any easier. They both know who it is and everything. My mom even talked to me about it, but behind her voice I know she juss wanted to kill me. I don't kno. Im thinkin if she wants to meet him, I'll let her. Juss not my dad cuz he'll juss kill both of us. I'll wait til my dad is gone in Texas and t hen I'll bring him over and introduce him to her.

I re-thought a lot of things last nite and I realized that I have been really cruel to some people. I'm so sorry...I really am. I can be so mean sometimes to you and yet you guys still are friends with me. And I don't kno why....maybe you can answer that. lol..some of you already did.. "wat are you talking bout??" subconsciously, you prolly don't even realize it. But I do...and I apologize. I don't wanna end junior year on a sour note with anyone...so I'm gonna mend up some of these bad friendships that I have...starting tomorrow. Because in the end, our friendship was worth so much more than the drama and the pride of not 'caving' in.
I'm sorry....

I luv my tennis team!! Red Robins, Bell Square, and Seattle was so fun with you guys. You took my mind off things and I appreciate that so much. I will miss the seniors so much...

Mitch-Thanks for the pink tennis ball... :) and for the talks.
Johnson- Thanks for being so kind to me after all we've been thru.
Brian-Thanks for always being right there...
Jon-Your yearbook entry makes me cry everytime..thank you.
Viv-Thanks for being so sweet to me.
Kath- Always a shoulder to cry on...luv ya.
Minh- You always put a smile on my face..dirrty.

For the rest of the team...I'm lookin forward to next year!! Olga, Pranali, Justin, Mikey, Vince, CAPTAIN Kurtis, and Mel....we gotta get together this summer.

Finals...

<3 Kat

EdiT
What I mean by that whole friend thing is that I'm sorry if I'm really cruel to you  and you're my friend and yet u are still nice to me....but if your a bitch/dick to me, then I'll be a bitch back and I'm not apologizing for that.

Me and Steph placed 3rd in LEAGUES....so Districts are on Tuesday and Thursday for us!! Mel also placed 3rd in singles! Becky made it to districts as did Matt & Andy, and Minh! YAY TEAM!

I think I'm falling in <3 LoVe <3 !!! I've never been more happy wit anyone.

WILD WaVES this Wednesday!!

*<3 Kissing in the Rain <3*

Kat

Today is my grandmother's birthday party...yay I love family gatherings!